While trying to recover the image, which once resided at the head of this post, I clicked on a link, which was visible in the html, which strangely delivered me to this clip, from the writings, I believe, of Rene Descartes. There must surely be some meaning to this sort of coincidence.
Some years ago I was struck by how many false things I had believed, and by how doubtful was the structure of beliefs that I had based on them. I realized that if I wanted to establish anything in the sciences that was stable and likely to last, I needed – just once in my life – to demolish everything completely and start again from the foundations. It looked like an enormous task, and I decided to wait until I was old enough to be sure that there was nothing to be gained from putting it off any longer. I have now delayed it for so long that I have no excuse for going on planning to do it rather than getting to work. So today I have set all my worries aside and arranged for myself a clear stretch of free time. I am here quite alone, and at last I will devote myself, sincerely and without holding back, to demolishing my opinions.
All of my life, I have been struggling with the concept, that life is but an illusion. I have strained to see, whatever I would see, should I manage to see through this illusion.
What is magic? Who determined which words were words of power? What is the distinction between science and magic? What is a symbol?There appear to be few answers to these questions.
I have visited “Holy Places” all over Europe, hoping to experience just a touch of whatever it was that made “Hippies” sigh with pleasure, muttering, “Too much man,far out.” Sadly, I have never found it. So it is clear, that all my efforts, all the Yoga and meditation, Confession, Penance, Holy Communion, serving at Mass daily, for years, was to no avail.
I might also add, just between us, I have delved deeply into the Black Arts of John Dee and the Necronomicon, I made a stalwart attempt at the Abra Melin. So either I was born lacking the necessary prowess, or it is all a ploy, to trick the fools into believing that “Dark Forces” do exist and they will surely come to take them, in the night.
I have found myself standing at the centre of stone circles, in isolated, lonely places, late at night, chanting unpronounceable words that I had found in the Grimoires of the giants of the “Black Arts.” Sadly or luckily, no gateway to another, deeper, darker reality was opened.
All of this experience, with no noticeable result, no result that is, that was evident to me. I may have changed in some way, but now I accept myself as me, and fail to notice any change that may have occurred. So this has led me to start examining the claims of the “Special Ones,” the ones who have succeeded where I have failed.
For many years, I struggled with the teachings of Gurdjieff. George Ivanovich Gurdjieff. I did it alone, in my little temple, at the bottom of the garden. I was determined to ‘Stay awake,’ aware and alert. To not drift off into the half-awake state of the rest of humanity. I spent many hours counting from one to a hundred, backwards and forwards at the same time, looking intently at everything in sight, to avoid the fish eyed half sleep, that was lurking to trap me.
In the beginning, I wished I could have been with the group of students at The Prieuré at Fontainebleau in France, with Gurdjieff and Ouspensky. One of the first things on my list, when I came to France, was to visit the site of the Prieurè.
However in the end I could find no solution to all the enigmas, left behind by Gurdjieff, after his death. I felt that if there was any kind of awakening, or a raising up to another level involved in the teachings, rather than just knowledge of the teaching itself, I felt that Gurdjieff himself had not achieved it.
Having arrived at this conclusion, I became far more critical in my approach to other teachers. Maybe I was too critical. My good friend was inspired by Krishnamurti. I began to read some of the transcripts of his lectures. They were quite interesting. I found his attitude to drugs a bit strange, he discussed drug taking, mainly LSD, as an attempt to expand an otherwise dull mind, so an engaged mind had no need of it. I felt that taking LSD was of no more significance than drinking a pint of beer. He spoke as though the experience of using the drug, was an obstacle to being truly enlightened. He had no comment to make about the vast amounts of dope used in the Kabul Temples.
I then found a few photographs of Krishnamurti, when young and in later life. I was shocked to find that he was a sweep-head. I suffer from an inner problem, that makes it impossible for me to accept a sweep-head Guru seriously. Had he gained no confidence or self-assurance from his own teachings? How could he help others, if he could not help himself? The feeling engendered by his hair style, was so entrenched, that many years later, when I saw him whining out the introduction to one of the Zeitgeist films, I immediately dismissed Zeitgeist. Later I felt justified in my reaction. I am not proud of my reaction.
Now to the most ubiquitous magicians on the planet, in public, that is, Roman Catholic Priests. I have been witness to the training of Roman Catholic priests at close hand. I learned what they learned. I chanted what they chanted. I spoke the Latin that they spoke. I attended all the rituals, Benediction, Vespers, Matins, Mass, High and Low. I rang bells, dispersed incense. It was in fact the most intensive training in my life.
Daily, I watched the ritual of the transformation of bread and wine into the body and blood of Christ. Once the transformation had taken place, I was, with others, invited to eat it. When all had partaken, what remained was locked away in the Tabernacle.
When I was a child, I accepted all this nonsense, without question. It never occurred to me or to my friends, that we were witnessing a form of Black Magic. Neither did the question of whether at some time, in the distant past, did this form of ritual really work? I don’t believe, that even the priests who perform the ritual, would expect a laboratory test to prove that the bread had been transformed into flesh. So what has been lost in the passage of time? At what point in the past did “Words of Power” for example, really cause lightning to flash and thunder to clap? In modern times we have many words of power, my own are confined to making my computer read a page of text. “Speak” I shout and off it goes. Is this magic?
Did ancient man, understand the method of programming the tribe, to react to special words and perform acts that would appear as magic? I don’t think so. Any more than I believe that priests could once change wine to blood. The rituals carried out by other groups, Free Masons, or Satanists, are no more efficacious than priests saying Mass. I spent a good part of my life searching and can honestly say, I have come across no person, who could convince me, that he had some special power, that others did not possess.
The Satanists or Freemasons, I am never quite sure which is which, as they both appear to use the same symbolism, are, like the Catholic Church, intent on convincing us that they too have special powers. They are constructing so-called 21st century cities, as in Dubai and Kazakhstan. These cities are littered with strange symbology. Twin towers and pyramids and all-seeing eyes. I imagine that they are supposed to make us believe, that like the Cathedrals of the Middle Ages, which were designed to overawe, that the Holy Ones, who are ordering the construction of these wonderful new edifices are greater than we are. Well as with Gurdjieff and Krishnamurti and many others, I don’t believe a word of it. The rituals performed by these people, in Masonic Lodges, or at the Bohemian Grove, are of no more meaning than the Mass on Sunday. I think it amounts to bluff and ridiculous ideas of grandeur. Put more simply, I believe that these people are insane. Like lottery winners, people born into money lose all sense of control. I am beginning to believe, that Howard Hughes was not the only rich idiot held in a drugged state whose only job was to sign cheques. Nothing, as they say, is as it seems.
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You know it and I know it and what folly , is this toasting an independent press? We are the tools and vassals for rich men behind the scenes.
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Top Problems With Agenda 21
1. All private property rights (property ownership) will be forbidden
2. All forms of irrigation, pesticides and commercial fertilizer, forbidden
3. Livestock production and most meat consumption, forbidden
4. Privately owned vehicles and personal travel, forbidden
5. Use of fossil fuels for power generation or mechanized travel. Forbidden
6. Single family homes. and all of the above will be forbidden, except of course for the Elite.
7. Most forms of mineral extraction and timber harvesting
8. Human population must be reduced to fewer than 1 billion people. This is of course already taking place. We are being fed false information on a daily basis. In particular, the White Race is on the verge of extinction. Birth rates have dropped below the point of replacement of the population and is still dropping.
Apart from that we are in good shape.
"We are not denying and are not afraid to confess that this war is our war and that it is waged for the liberation of Jewry... Stronger than all fronts together is our front, that of Jewry.
We are not only giving this war our financial support on which the entire war production is based, we are not only providing our full propaganda power which is the moral energy that keeps this war going.
The guarantee of victory is predominantly based on weakening the enemy forces, on destroying them in their own country, within the resistance.
And we are the Trojan horses in the enemy's fortress. Thousands of Jews living in Europe constitute the principal factor in the destruction of our enemy. There, our front is a fact and the most valuable aid for victory."
- Chaim Weizmann, President of the World Jewish Congress, Head of the Jewish Agency and later President of Israel, in a Speech on December3, 1942, in New York.
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